Well, I just remembered at 8:45 pm that I hadn't blogged yet today! GREAT! Another one of my resolutions that I almost forgot!
Last night was nice... ordered in Chinese food with the kiddos & hubby... let the kids stay up late, they went to bed around 9:00 and then the hubby & I watched two brand new movies that are out until almost 2 am. We had fun... I got chocolate truffles, eclairs and nachos (some of our fave things) to snack on, but only ended up eating one truffle! I'm kinda proud of myself for that self control!!!
But I have to say that today, New Years Day, Jan. 1, 2009 - that I feel kinda crappy and bloated. Haven't really eaten anything horrible, but just feel blah! For one thing I'm stuck in the house since the entire family is sick. We didn't get to go to my hubby's Aunt's house for New Years Day w/ the family, I didn't get to go to my family's New Years with my Aunt who is here from GA either! We just stayed home all day... I surfed the net, watched tv, administered medications, picked up the house, went to Taco Bell to get dinner and now it's almost 9 pm and there's nothing on tv and nothing to do!
I've been acting like a butthead to my hubby cause I kinda feel like it's his fault we had to stay around the house all day since he's the one that's sick and whiny! I've been taking it out on him all day. Yesterday I was upset we couldn't go out for New Years Eve and then I realized I was being pathetic and decided to buck up and put my big girl panties on and deal with it and we had a really great night! But today.....
I don't know, I'm just feeling blah today, pessimistic, horrible, bloated, bad, cranky, crappy, all of the above....... and my hubby has been horribly nice to me all day! Almost patronizing! "I love you honey!" "Do you need a hug honey?" "What's the matter honey?" Even now, he has just come out here to see if I want to watch a movie and is still being nice to me and all I want to do is stick my tongue out at him and tell him to leave me alone!
I'm being horrible and pathetic and I've got to get out of this slump!!!
I'm going to try and work out tomorrow!! That's an upside.... I want to get motivated! So here goes nothing! Hopefully a good nights sleep will help my outlook and I'll be better tomorrow! Here's to hoping!
Meagan's 6th Birthday
15 years ago
